by Bruce P. Grether
I’ve been masturbating a lot the last few days—not necessarily more than usual, as there is no “usual” in my practice. My balls feel sensitive, full, and happy. To me, every stroke on my penis is extraordinary and truly magickal! This has been so ever since I began to masturbate mindfully in 1995, almost twenty years ago now…
It’s a little after 5 AM, still dark and overcast outside. I’ve come to spend some time in highly conscious self-pleasure on the ravine bench at the south end of the garden. The stream can be heard rushing vigorously through the forest below following over six inches of rainfall in the last few days. I sit down, open my trousers and caress my penis back to full erection as it had been inside the house. My heart and mind expand to awareness of the New Moon somewhere out there, unseen in the darkness.
Then, to my astonishment, I feel the Moon, an exquisite sensation through my entire body that spurts a small amount of seminal fluid onto my hand, just enough to cover my erection with the perfect lubrication; this launches my masturbatory bliss to an even higher level. My heart skims upon the rippling cloudbanks of darkness overhead, swims in the sky as a creature native to the air!
I’m filled with increased awareness of the direct connection between the Moon and the Living Phallus, the actual penis of every man. Just as women intensely experience the monthly cycle of the Moon within their bodies, any man who engages with full, mindful attention to the erotic potential of his erection can experience the ecstasy of the lunar connection with his penis every day. You can experience this right now…
Your penis is that waxing and waning lunar companion to the steady beating solar fire of your heart. Love your penis, shine the warmth of your full affection and admiration upon your penis, and the rewards will astonish you beyond words.